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Monday, May 18, 2009

Mon, 18 May 2009 13:29:54 GMT

OMG it finally works!!!
i totally hate xanga though,
finally loaded after eons.
bish.
so the last weekend and the week before was really hectic.
let's start with Singapore!
i went to Singapore with Clarissa, Galen, Ken, Rebecca and Joanne.
it was pretty awesome fun
:)
but I realised I spent most of my money buying presents for other people. :P
i got this funny shirt for my dad.
at first glance, it says I love Singapore.
but the LOVE shape, close up, actually says, 'was fined in'
so it actually says 'I was fined in Singapore'
my dad thought it was funny :D
haha
i had a good time getting to know everyone
Clarissa and I have the same taste in clothes. :D
and it was fun bonding with Galen, who was my ex-school mate from Sri Sempurna
and ken is a cool guy, even if he talks randomly and unexpectedly.
LOL
some pics that I made into GIF images, will hopefully make u laugh :P:
this was taken at Sky Park in Vivo City, Singapore's biggest mall.
galen, ken and I didn't wanna go but Clarissa made us. the view however, was gorgeous. clarissa and i were in fits of laughter as we were taking pics. i can't remember the reason why we were laughing though. :O

a jumping shot taken in the park by the sea near Esplanade. :D not a very successful attempt, I'm afraid. :(

this was taken at a park near Siamtec Mall if I'm not mistaken :O

Rebecca, Joanne, and I at Night Safari

altogether a memorable trip. i'm going again I think, next month, with my parents this time.
:)
i love Singapore though, other than the fact we had to walk literally EVERYWHERE. and my legs ached like nobody's business when I got back.

last Saturday was Sports Day! i ran the 100m and got 3rd for the qualifying round. totally didn't expect to pass. :O
I didn't win the finals though, which was pretty sucky but oh well. :D didn't manage to run for the 4x100 which was pretty disappointing but oh well! :(
netball won!!!! for the fourth time in a row!!!
so proud of the girls! :D
footballers actually placed 3rd. super proud of them too.
and our guy runners placed 2nd and 1st. :) awesomeness!i feel such a sense of pride in my school when we win.
haha silliness.
sunday morning was spent at St. Andrews church in KL. it was pretty different from what I was used to because it was all hymns and saying Bible verses while standing up., choir performance was okay. after that Mr Chong took Aida, Tim, Mr. Chin San Sooi (i think that's his name but everyone calls him San Sooi) and I for lunch at Top Hat. woah lunch was super expensive. :S:S
everything there was 28 above. no joke. :O
the pie tees were super nice though. after that went out with a bunch of TCS-ians (well four of us to be more exact :D) to One Utama. watched Star Trek. Bry had to leave early though so I didn't get to finish watching the movie. boo. oh well. :( surprisingly Star Trek didn't suck as much as i thought it would. and I'm surprised my mom let me go since 'he' was going. but I bet she thought something might have been going on, as usual. why can't ppl just accept the fact that once things are over, people can just be friends AND nothing more??? ishness. can't a boy and a girl just be friends with nothing going on?? *shakes head* when i'm a mom one day, i want my kids to be able to tell me EVERYTHING. :P and i won't freak out or will try not to when they tell me big stuff?? haha.
but that's easy to say now, i suppose, even as I'm just a kid. :P
or not really a kid., since I'm 18.
i feel quite annoyed sometimes when my parents get overprotective of me.
i suppose it's because I'm the youngest and I'm a girl.
but they are going to have to accept I'm going to be 20 soon... well in two years haha. and in the meantime I'm going to have to make my own decisions, choices and mistakes. they're going to have to trust me to not screw up?? LOL :P
and in the meantime i HAVE tried to be more responsible and appreciative towards them
and I'm getting better at it too. i thank them when they fetch me and i notice all the little things they do for me. which is alot really. :) all in all, they mean well, even though I would have something to say about their parenting methods sometimes. *shrugs* but what kid doesn't??? :P
my mother complains i'm too superficial
my house is undergoing renovations now. i wish the process would speed itself up cos i got a headache this morning from all the banging and drilling. bleah.
anyway am reading the Cross and the Switchblade, super recommended this book. really inspirational.
things have got me thinking.
I do want to make an impact when I leave this earth.
God help me, I'll try.
speaking of God, went to FGA singapore. it's a pretty cool church. :) and the message really moved me.
it's totally mindblowing to trust in God to the full, because it's such a difficult thing to do.,
But i guess we can all do it, if we try!
:)
i downloaded an 'Owl City' and 'Priscilla Ahn' album, thanks to my brother's recommendation.
they're both pretty good.
anyway this has been a pretty long post and I'm tired.
so byeeee.

update

Fri, 01 May 2009 05:47:06 GMT

cuppacakes by Wondermilk
RM25 for 6 which is admittedly a lil pricey.. mum was grumbling about it
but oh it tastes soo divine
was supposed to go out with Ben, Grace and Julian today but it didn't work out :( due to my lack of transport
now
that Paroimia's over, i can try and learn to drive ASAP.
i miss Paroimia practice!! :( God really worked through the play and I'm so thankful for that! :)
I'm going out with Mel tomorrow. :D
I just download Photoscape.
it's quite good, though I'm not really used to it.
I love Picasa though, especially their collage feature :)
but Photoshop CS3 is deffoz the best :D
here's a photo of me in penang with a guinea pig
super cute right?? (as in, the guinea pig, not me :P)
i don't look good here, but hey, FOCUS ON THE GUINEA PIG, people
:D

i miss my brother!!
and i can't wait to go to Singapore!!!
with friends!!
for the first time!!!
:D
as in going to Singapore for the first time :)
might visit kathy when i'm there. it's her birthday :)
i feel a sense of gratefulness to my parents more than last time..
so that's an improvement :D

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Wed, 15 Apr 2009 17:18:06 GMT

okay so
i have problems sleeping.
well. i just nap alot.
haha..
which is bad because i don't do extra work because of it.

i love tights. i really do.
i like red, blue, checked, patterned.
leggings too

zoe and i :) a picture from the last reunion we had at chanelle's

i know this is a short and random post
but i'm just lazy to think of stuff to write. hehe.

stupid xanga!

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 13:26:24 GMT

i hate xanga!!!
so freaking slow.
malas to use already.
ishness. :S :S
so i was talking to them just now about practice this saturday and they were making a big deal as usual.
lol.
as if i'm gonna run off with him or something what the heck. cari pasal only la they all. pfsht. stop being so iffy about boys that's all i have to say. over means over la right. -_____-' afraid of what really? super frus. cannot be friends now ah? -_____________________________________-
i don't mind staying the whole day if angel's there anyway. she's really nice to hang out with. :) i think i have some friends attending there also but can't remember. haha . i'll see la this saturday. but bet they won't let me stay the whole day. ugh. annoying. i mean i should be able to choose right if i want to stay or not. geez.
i like Lily Allen. she's cool. i mean she's unique cos she dresses so strangely. haha.
and her British accent is THE bomb.
so today i went to school after maths tuition. kinda wasted really cos it was only Pastor? Enoch who played the keyboard the whole time . who was way cool and all but it seems to me his only medium is music. is that the right word: medium? well it seems to me it's his only way of ministering. but undeniably he's very talented. the school's PA system darn cacat haha suxxors. kept hanging in between. LOL. i felt kinda bad for him. must have been very frus.
so past few days have been hectic with drama practice at church. i think i look fat in my turtleneck. :(
there's a reason why i don't wear turtlenecks. i look fat in em so that's why i don't own any. lol. :( oh well it's for God hahaha. so i don't mind too much.?
so i'm gonna invite my whole choir and my school to Paroimia.
oh and my awesome math teacher Carolyn too! =D she's cool. haha. i talked to her about God to her, explaining about creation and stuff. don't know whether she believed or not but at least help plant the seed eh? haha :)
she's so nice. if i had a sister like her it'd be totally rocking.
anyway Paroimia is really important to alot of people, Darren especially. i remember his original plan for it but i guess he had to modify some stuff. I hope everything goes smoothly and alot of souls are saved. :)
doing acoustic session with evan for chapel this friday. then singing on saturday. which reminds me i have to get the minus one CD from Daniel, who was the emcee for the Taylors College Sri Hartamas gig I last did. whoops. :D
choir is difficult. i wish i was a sop but i'm an alto cos lack of altos. T_T
samantha asked me to go out with her. but i'm kinda busy cos this week is like practice practice + choir practice leh. probably going gym with joy on friday too. :) then come back home bathe eat dinner go church practice.
ahhhh! i'm kinda looking forward to it. but at the same time i know i can do so much better in my role, small as it is.
hmm. practice scary faces in the mirror? XD
ian left for doulos already :( i didn't get to say bye. whoops.
anyway can't think of what to post for now.
MESSAGE ME IF U WANNA COME WATCH ME SING THIS SATURDAY AT SEGI COLLEGE :)

Currently listening to : At the Cross by Hillsong.
the album is Mighty to Save.
super nice touching song! =D

I MISS FOONG WING HANG!!!!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 18:14:29 GMT

oooh.
it works! !
as in xanga .
yay yay
anyway i went to sungei wang today.
not sungai wang. lol
spelling error my bad

i bought a turquoise sports dress, black and white tube top, bright pink half jacket, dark blue Abercrombie and Fitch polo tee, and a black and white sweater. (so Topshop - mum spotted! ) oh and black sparkly flats !
but i didn't get what i really wanted to find, which was something plaid/checked , a vest, and high waisted
didn't have enough time. i wanna go again. maybe with carolyn, joy and shana. or debbie, abby, and kajeng!
and PVC leggings. or leatherish like leggings.
haha
i don't know why but fringed stuff is really in at the moment
and i find it really ugly
okay not EVERYTHING fringed is ugly but most are
saw this SUPER duper nice skirt at Miss Selfridge 50% off. its cobalt blue and there's one in pink too. didn't check the price though, had my eye on this new Sony Ericsson phone. guy gave quite a reasonable offer for it but mum objected .gah. a new phone's supposed to be new superoverdue birthday present.
i was a bit annoyed. oh well. we disagree on clothing too -_______- .i was listening to pastor henry ramaya or isit pillai's sermon in my mom's car. he comes across as pompous and patronizing. and condescending too. not to mention judgmental. to me anyway. i don't think it's right to judge people just because of their clothing. i dislike people who judge other people based on what they wear.
okay maybe some clothing is not appropriate yes but they are still people who need to be saved. and just because a girl wears a mini skirt means she is a slut or whatever.
today's Paroimia practice was good i felt i was sort of evil. and i think i did a pretty good job as a jester. even though i felt stupid. i can do better though so will try and do better this friday's practice and saturday's vetting. i had maths tuition today. omg i totally love carolyn. she is my math tutor and she is AWESOME! haha ill die without her. my maths would suffer to the max i'm going out with sarah tomorrow. i realize i know like tons of sarahs. haha. i used to hate my name. but i like it now. only its abit too common. but whatever.
i'm going for recording in a studio soon. with jason, tim, and sarah tan. hopefully la. i have to pay a certain amount though. not too much yay. i told my mom already but i'll bet she forgot, boo.
i lazy blog anymore so byeee
over and out!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 17:51:54 GMT

hello
richtext isn't working.
ish.
:(
so i have to use plain text.
how boring.
anyway i know i haven't been blogging much.
no mood really. :X
i had fun studyin with mel in OU the other day. :)
she's always great fun to hang out with. haha.
i'm gonna be performing with tim at segi college.
my parents were kinda annoying about it. as usual.
geez, move on la. the past is the past. stop trying to find a needle in a haystack.
besides, i am currently disgusted/annoyed/angry with most of the male species.
more or less so.
so don't say i'm sexist cos i said 'most' and not 'all.'
ha.
MOST guys suck. they are LOSERS who are *insert insulting adjectives here*
sue me.
i don't blame lesbians for turning lesbian and all.
i don't support them but i don't BLAME them
that's all i'm saying.
lol.
i studied a little today. did some math in my room. :P
napped too. :(
i'm getting so fat. omg.
everything is going to my tummy and thighs
how gross.
i wanna go Pilates class.!
possibly with my mother if she's interested.
i'm too flabby :( :(
but i'll never be anorexic or bulimic.
love food too much
HAHA.
i miss my brother.
i'm seriously thinking about getting a new blog.
xanga takes ages to load. ugh.
how's livejournal?
or blogspot?
i need fashion advice.
anyone interested?
i should ask chanelle
:D
i wanna go sungai wang tomorrow!
plaid, checks, high waisted.
:)
ahaha.
i got the AWESOMEST shoes EVER from vinnci+.
the high end vincci store.
they're real leather.
*Dies
super nice.
i love the Hillsong song 'At the Cross'
so meaningful.
can cry wan k, at the lyrics.
and Oceans will part.
love love love that song also.
but requires a lot of control to sing it though.
sigh.
Aussie singers are the bomb la.
missy higgins for example.
omg omg love her voice.!
wish i could sing like her!
asfderwlfowroweepwpr!
):
the script's 'the man who can't be moved' is NICE. if not somewhat repetitive after awhile
and katy perry's 'thinking of you' music video made me cry.
super emo lor.
i wish alto parts were easier!
):
i know i'm random lol.
i feel a bit silly acting scary for PAROIMIA.
is that how u spell it?
i probly spelt it wrong :X
but anyway i hope no one laughs at me.
:D
super buzzkill.
haha.
must practice scary face in mirror
:P

valentine's day?

Fri, 13 Feb 2009 16:05:38 GMT

VALENTINE's DAY!!

will be spent with Wing Hang.

and might be meeting shammie

and meeting Viv and Steph most likely

seeing Wei-Ming performing also at 7 with Debbie

College CG was fun

we had chocolate fondue

and took photos

ok bye now.

valentine's day

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 17:58:05 GMT

VALENTINE's day is COMING !!!!

hahahahah

teddy bears, flowers and chocolate !

to quote Scrooge : bah humbug

time to APPRECIATE YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS yo.

i have a decision to make:

to go to Genting on Valentine's Day with ex form fivers

to go out with friends on Valentine's Day (i was thinking anti valentine's day theme : ie, dressed in black and booing couples but that would be too mean :( )

zzzz

i've been eating and sleeping like crazy.

went to cameron and penang with relatives

such a pig omg!!! i need to go to the gym

thank god i didn't gain weight. hahah but i feel like i have

and my skin is sooo bad omg i need facial PRONTO

shana's aunty/carmen's mother: pls work miracles on my face

i miss my old skin

i'm like annoyed with ppl at chapel

no respect for God la seriously ish.

He must be feeling quite disgruntled every Friday.

i love that word, disgruntled!!!
so lovely sounding right??

almost as good as 'squish'.

but nothing can beat 'squish' its unsquishable

*insert lame laughter here*

Friday, January 09, 2009

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 16:09:16 GMT

31st Dec:
I had to see my bro off at the airport.. boohoo.. he stayed here for such a short while and things were already getting back to normal (i.e: him asking me to put my music softer .. and asking me to stop singing all the time) hahaha but anyway his 2 childhood friends Joey and Nigel showed up.. ugh another 1 1/2 years possibly till they see him.. but not for me I think..cos my family might be going over there to see him next year yay ! so my parents and I left the airport..I wanted to go to Curve but had stuff to do in One U so went there instead... sang karaoke and walked around whee fun .. then left for church. .. cos I was back up singing for Thanksgiving/Watch Night service in main sanctuary.. after I got to church i realized crap i forgot to give Shams her Christmas present.. whoops. sorry shams! had a good time at church. the picture for my church's 2009 vision is so pretty... haha or at least i think thats what its called.. its all purple and orangey and gold...
1st Dec:
planned a SUPER duper last minute party at One U...in a restaurant called Zuuupp Soup Bar ... i couldn't invite alot of ppl cos the place only had 15 spaces bummer right.. shams and hang couldn't make it due to last minute crap we ate and played some games.. was very fun and i really enjoyed it except for the fact she made noise when i told her he was coming.... gah.. i hate it la.. it's over already.. move on.. can't she accept the fact we're just friends now and there's nothing going on?! frus only.. so yeah.. that was the sucky part of my night.. my mom made moist chocolate cake with almonds on it .. everyone liked it she's such a good baker and she made blueberry/banana-chocolate chip muffins for my friends to take home too so awesome yo .
3rd Dec:
went to Crown Princess Hotel to sing for Viv's sister's wedding.. i got paid singing for it she invited a few people i recognized from the Sri Aman carnival last time.. only i can't remember their names. haha whoops all i know is they're pretty and Malay HAHAH. tim was there for the dinner too..i went earlier to the hotel to practice and i took such a long time deciding on which song to sing in the end i sang Carrie Underwood's 'Inside Your Heaven' and Colbie Caillat's 'Bubbly' .. was good
i feel sorry for him cos she's so intimidating.. ugh.. he told me when he went out he saw them... and he went back inside.. lol i told him he shud have said hi.. but i cant blame him also.. they are so scary sometimes.. so i din mention to them.. especially i know she'd probly make a big fuss if he was there.. but like goshnessla nothing's going on so stop trying to find something when there's nothing.. no use making a mountain out of a molehill right?! she probly thinks something's already going on JUST because i invited him for my birthday dinner -_____-'
ugh. so frustrating la. sometimes when i tell her about guys i can so SEE a thought bubble in her head going who is he? is she going out with him? whats going on between them? sigh...thats why i refrain talking about all this stuff with her.. but other than that she's good to me.. takes care of me.. i know la she does all this out of concern.. sigh.. i guess she means well ...
_
ANYWAY school has started and i failed my math test again. ugh. and i studied really hard and everything! but teacher lizzy felt sorry for me i think cos i looked as if i wanted to cry.. but she was really patient and told me i didn't understand the material fully.. so Carolyn, (MY SUPER COOL MATH TEACHER) went over the book with me again.. and she wrote a practice test for me so i can prepare to sit for my alternate test.
i went to Joanne's house sometime in December for her church Christmas party thing. her choir director was there and joanne was like 'HEY SARAH why don't u audition for my choir' and i was like WHAT? because her choir director is scary and so professional but i was like okay la.. so i sang O Holy Night for him.. I could SO tell he expected my voice to totally suck but i could see his face sorta changing when i sang?? but it cud just have been me la..but he told me my voice is very contemporary and it IS true cos i am not very classical though i'd like to be.. but contemporary is my comfort zone la anyway i had to rush off cos my parents came to pick me up..
and later joanne said he said i could join if i wanted.. OMG!!!! *dies. the other day he called me and said he thinks i have a big voice but i need alot of training..i have to go under joanne for 8 weeks (joanne is a really good singer btw she's a soprano and can sing super duper duper high).. i really wanna join...i told her bout it but the only problem is he is in the choir.. sigh.. i have to figure out how to tell her without her freaking out on me.. its not like anything will happen cos the choir director is really strict and he told me i really have to focus on the singing cos they usually only accept over 21 years old... plus im over him la...ugh..we dont even like each other any more~!!! i am like so over guys .. ALL guys UGH. i want to tell her to leave the past in the past.. we all make mistakes we have to move on and be mature about it.. but she's sure to grumble wan.. sigh.. how do i make her understand nothing is going on and nothing WILL go on???my dad will understand and allow me la.. cos he knows i wont be stupid and nth wil go on.. but i'm not so sure about her.. ugh.. this is a huge opportunity cos the choir performs in loads of places like KLPAC and the like..plus my friend keilly (i forgot how 2spell her name oops ) joined the choir and now her voice has really changed but in a good way.. like range expansion, breath control etc etc ... it's a goal i can work towards to develop what talent God has given me... and jade is in the choir too and her voice is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good ... i love her voice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's heavenly.
sigh..
so i'm frus about all this la..
and i haven done my projection with my teacher yet.. which is like a goal to work towards..
and i don't even know what i'm going to do in college??? like I was thinking either PR/mass comm (journalism)/ADP....possibly in Taylor's Subang cos they have better lecturers there..
i have to pray about everything...(God please help me this is going to be a very difficult year and last year was already such a killer year -in a bad way)
its going to be super busy too..
__
i really strongly dislike how most adults think that teenagers have no brains and always act on their emotions. sometimes they just need to back off..not expect us to be perfect. they need to give us room to make mistakes.. and not push us too hard cos the more they do so the more we back away!!!! AHHHHH!!!!! at the same time not expect so low of us just because of mistakes made earlier.. ugh,
i'm eighteen already this year..
alot of new challenges.
and new opportunities.
God, give me strength.
__
just a few photos from the birthday dinner:

all of us :) thanks to them who made my birthday so enjoyable !

mummy and daddy <3

dec 25th and 26th

Fri, 26 Dec 2008 18:56:17 GMT

okay! so today was a PRETTY COOL DAY!
i was sick but i'm feeling better now yay!

woke up, went to Sunway Pyramid with family.
ate at ZEN by Secret Recipe. it's pretty good. ate until stuffed.
then we walked around.. mum and bro bought some hardware thingies.. then they went to look at souvenir thingies.. so then i went to FOS.. wanted to try on some stuff but the line was too freaking long.. so lazy lah .. oh well
then we went to Roxy.. man that shop is wayyyyy bigger than the One Utama branch.. like super cool okay?
i got a new purse, jeans, pencil box and sunglasses from there. yay!
mum helped me pick it out mum got me emerald heart earrings and necklace set and a charm bracelet with my name on it.
my brother din get me anything. but he says the PASSION shirt he got for me from Canada counts. pfsht. oh well. i was hoping for makeup this year but nobody gave me any i want more colored eyeliner yo! eyeliner! i want concealer also.. OMG pimples and scars are overtaking my face.. i duno what to do like ahhhhh I HATE PIMPLES.. they suck forever...sobs...
i din go shopping for Christmas clothes too.. boohoo.. oh well. i got a bag which is nice but kinda old for me.. as in mature.. and cookies from Jun Ming & Crystal and chocolate from Elena yum i love food !
LOL. fatty me. anyway after that went home and got ready for reunion with GRC (my old school) gang at chanelle's hse. jon ong, isaac, andrew, nigel, and megan couldn't make it. PFFFT. LOL. was good seeing Samantha and Jon again samantha is still as sweet as ever! bryan, terrence, julian, roanne, sophira, grace, yu vern, chanelle, and zoe were there. we ate an odd assortment of food: pizza, thai glass noodles thingie, sardine sandwiches, and other random stuff lol. then talked and took pictures.. the usual. WAS LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY cos chanelle switched on a video of 2001 awards night HAHAHAHa bryan was so cute as noah!!! and jonathan chan was his 'son'!!! and in the video jon chan was taller than bryan!!! and HANNAH AND GRACE HAHAHAHAHAHHA *dies laughing*
sorry , i'm not being mean or anything. but if u saw them now and u saw the video.. you'd laugh too...the differences are so drastic!!! everyone was so YOUNG back then.. lol
sigh.. so much has changed
ben is going 2 NS .. i'm going to miss that fellow my childhood friend... .
bleck sucks.
my Christmas was kinda boring.. went to church as usual.. the play was pretty good.. i thought the kids were sooo cute ..the message was very touching too...'The Shepherd's Call'... my mother was helping with it.. she was helping with dance and costumes if i'm not mistaken.. haha proud of her .. her name was on the programmes list too .. cool eh and she helped me with packaging the muffins i gave as christmas presents to my friends too .. was very nice of her.. then the sermon.. i was a little tired from the night before (we came home pretty late from aunty jenny's house and i was up after that typing Christmas letters for the family ) so was kinda blur and stoning during the message hehe... then after that went for lunch near my hse then came home and KO-ed.. was so tired.. woke up, showered, went for dinner at Canton-I in One Utama .. i was a LEEEETLE bit annoyed that i din get to eat turkey for Christmas and had chinese food instead, but my brother just came back from Vancouver so he misses chinese food so i didn't make noise la i called the handphone guy during dinner... scolded him nicely for taking so long.. i'm so evil then we went home.. yup pretty boring Christmas.. but of course the reason behind it is not boring at all! because its the day Jesus was born!
yay!
i have some pretty big decisions to make next year.. have to pray about it... and talk to my parents about them too.. its going to be a very busy year so i need to prioritize and stuff... and i have alot of bad habits like procrastination and messiness. .. ahhhh.. im trying to be not so messy now and studying more..i have to show my parents i'm changing.. cos if not they wont agree to it.. wish me all the best? haha even if u guys dont know what it is tomorrow shammie is having a post-Christmas/boxing day party and i'm meeting her at Ikano to get party stuff then going back to her house to prepare..
oh and tim, sam and darren din make it after top 20 in One In a Million. which really sucks cos all of them can sing well.
i talked to tim about it but he seems pretty okay and accepts it. good to know we've both moved on in life... I am so over guys now LOL. not saying I'm into girls.. but im just not into anyone. which is the best way as far as I'm concerned. FATAL. HAHAHA inside joke
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY BOXING DAY, PEOPLE!

peace out.

p.s: sometimes things happen for a reason.
things fall apart so that you can learn a lesson from it.
and be stronger, and not make the same mistake as the last time.